Starlink…

I did not see this coming…

I did not think getting good WIFi would ever again be a big deal.

It was not the paln.

What exactly was I thinking? Not only about moving to Mexico.. just really about all of it, about adulthood. I did not see any of this coming. The weight of the world. The heaviness, sometimes for nothign just lousy thinking, and other times heavy because there is real pain.

I also didn’t have a clue what joy felt like. It was about fun and instant pleasure.

I am blessed to now know joy. From the inside out. Even just a little is a lot.

I do want more joy. Why not? We are designed to bring joy to this world! Isn’t that purposeful? I think it is. So I will venture. Learn how to feel more joy.

Maybe this satellite will help link me to parts of others and we can share joy.

I do know joy is here with me. Internet or not. My work is to reveal it.

I’m on it… 💜